moms first shawl and ING marathon

        It's amazing that I got  anything done at all with all the running and prep for the marathon. I feel like I've done all I can can from this point they are even putting up the banners for the day it's all coming together . Twenty weeks and ten pounds ago I started this journey of running one of the worlds most exciting events and now I feel like come on lets just do this now. Don't get me wrong I love running but the marathon training takes it's toll on the entire family. I keep thinking if I can just get up at the crack of dawn to get it all in then life is good but at this point I'm waking up at three eating breakfast and going back to sleep and waking up again at 5:00 am and going for my long runs, then teaching spin, then picking up the kids doing homework ,laundry ,walking the dog .......... ah I' having an anxiety attack just writing this